Honestly I don't mind that I got help. If that's what I needed to become better as a player, instead of being stuck forever, then so be it. Since you really have it in your head I regret this I'll tell you straight up and won't care to delve further. I got help, I don't regret it, and your smack talk is actually meaningless.
I've gotten more riled up (Albeit not even by much) on losing our duels, which again, dex build